I Paint His Absence

Issue 37 A Good Life

Diane LeBlanc 

Evening wings a grey moth in blue light,

sea harbor-salted light. 

Moths have long understood 

a white tip of branch is not light. 

A friend grows shallow and pale, paved with tumors. 

Hours are stencils. Hollowed eggs. Leaf light.

His brain bleeds. We wait, watching

words once moist harden and grow light. 

Alone, I stir puddles into dry paint cakes. 

Red fruit stains rag cotton’s white light. 

I dab a paper sky with black dots. I paint

his absence–every star an inversion of light.