Nonfiction

Issue 37 A Good Life
The Father Shift

by Trish Travieso.
“I was twenty-three years old the first time I saw my father wearing a dress.”

Issue 40
Motherhood Requiem

by Nadia Ghent.
“One afternoon, after my mother had fallen ill for the fourth or fifth time, I pulled out all my eyelashes, one by one. I was thirteen. She had gone to the hospital in the middle of the night with my stepfather—a psychiatrist, but not hers—and after I came home from school that day, nothing was ever the same.”

Issue 41
Our Eyes Were Watching Marcia

by Samuel A. Autman.
“Television had always been a perfect distraction from our family’s drama and trauma, soothing us more than our Baptist faith.”

Issue 35 Displacement
Displacement: Illness & Health

by Barron Lerner.
“To be ill is to be displaced—displaced from health, displaced from one’s former self, displaced from the community of the well.”

The Next Bullet

by Jeremy Griffin.
“Despite my respect for my students, I was afraid of them. Afraid of the  way they watched me as I delivered a lecture, afraid of whispers, silences.”

Issue 21 10th Anniversary
Illness as Muse

by Rafael Campo.
“It is not unusual, after I’ve given a poetry reading, for some impossibly young writer from the audience to remark over the post-literary pretzels and Diet Coke, “Wow, your stuff is really depressing.’’

Issue 40
Breathing

by Shanda McManus.
“My office is quiet except for the noise I make: the click of the light switch, the hum of the computer, the crinkle of my paper gown as I unwrap it. I pull on my PPE—gown, gloves, mask, and goggles—makeshift protection as I evaluate patients for suspected Covid infection.”

Issue 34 2018 Prize Winners
Cancer, So Far

by Elizabeth Crowell.
“Last summer, the moths clung to the shingles of our house. They fluttered right past us, mottled wings snapping, through our open door.”

Issue 32 2017 Prize Winners
Of Mothers and Monkeys

by Caitlin Kuehn.
“My medical knowledge is limited to what I have learned here at the lab. All of it applicable only to non-human mammals.”