Nonfiction

By the Neck

by Laura Johnsrude.
“Suddenly, the baby’s head was in my hands and I saw the umbilical cord wrapped around the baby’s neck—the neck, oh my, with all those critical bits of anatomy. I held that big slippery baby head in my left hand and slid a couple of fingers under the purple rope and lifted it loose and then the infant slipped out of the mother, into my arms. Finally, the baby could breathe. I could breathe.”

Issue 43
Mental Health Days

by Sakena Jwan Washington.
“With practiced pain, I delivered an Oscar-worthy performance of smiles and congratulations, and then escaped to the bathroom and sobbed until my eyes were bloodshot.”

Issue 44 - 2023 Prize Winner
Your Cane

by Sabah Parsa.
“I still remember the sound of the rubber thumping rhythmically against the carpet as you walked, slow and steady. Whenever I heard it, I knew it was you.”

Claiming Missing Inheritance

by Jack Lancaster.
“At the Whitney Museum, David Wojnarowicz’s portrait of his friend Peter Hujar claims its own wall. Ten feet back, I twist from parallel to perpendicular, unexpectedly lingering instead of walking by.”

Issue 44 - 2023 Prize Winner
Lost Vessels

by Jehanne Dubrow.
“Memory is not kintsugi, the Japanese art of repairing damaged ceramics with a mixture of lacquer and powdered gold. There are ugly seams. There is no glittering dust poured into the fractures between sentences.”

Issue 44 - 2023 Prize Winner
Mad Love

by Acamea Deadwiler.
“You don’t know hunger. Not like we did. You don’t know hunger that surpasses pain. When your body is too weak to send distress signals. When your organs have shifted from fight to flight, to surrender. When you don’t even have energy to fuel the aching. I’ve been there.”

Issue 27 Our Fragile Environment
All Our Relations

by Jeanine Pfeiffer.
“What if our evolution as humans was measured by how graciously and profoundly we related to the living world around us?”

Close to the Bones

by Amy Nolan.
“It was a relentlessly sunny day in July, a week after my fifteenth birthday, when I was admitted to the hospital. I remember staring out the side window of the Chevette’s back seat, trying to follow the hypnotic movement of the unraveling yellow line…”

Issue 43
1 a.m. Refill

by Rebecca Grossman-Kahn.
“It’s 1:00 a.m. and the emergency department is cold. The bright overhead lights illuminate the rows of empty desk chairs. I hear the tap-tap of rubber clogs shuffling in a far corner. There are only two patients here— the man in Room 18 with abdominal pain, and you.”