Nonfiction

Issue 45 - Taking Care
If You Scared, Say You Scared

by Sheree L. Greer.
“Every time I think I learn something about myself, about my body and how to best treat it or love it, my body tells me that control is a lie.”

Issue 21 10th Anniversary
Radon Gas and the Believers

by Andrew C. Gottlieb.
“But its impossible to go very far without seeing a sudden dark opening, the sloping, rotting framing of an abandoned mine entrance, or the colorful, dangerous scree sloping downhill: the remnant tailings from the ore processing that once happened here, spilling from a now filled-in shaft that one hundred years ago would have been busy with miners like so many ants at an anthill.”

Issue 44 - 2023 Prize Winner
Vital Signs

by Rachel Mann.
“One thing you will feel, as fiercely as the contractions squeezing you now like a juicer, is that it will always be a different kind of loss for him.”

Issue 16 2009 Prize Winners
Presence of Another

by Amanda Leskovac.
“The nurses in the ICU had said I was going to rehabilitation, but since I’ve only heard rehab synonymous with addicts, I have no idea what to expect. The huge collar around my neck prevents me from seeing much beyond the EMT, so I’ve got nowhere else to focus my fear. I try again.”

By the Neck

by Laura Johnsrude.
“Suddenly, the baby’s head was in my hands and I saw the umbilical cord wrapped around the baby’s neck—the neck, oh my, with all those critical bits of anatomy. I held that big slippery baby head in my left hand and slid a couple of fingers under the purple rope and lifted it loose and then the infant slipped out of the mother, into my arms. Finally, the baby could breathe. I could breathe.”

Issue 43
Mental Health Days

by Sakena Jwan Washington.
“With practiced pain, I delivered an Oscar-worthy performance of smiles and congratulations, and then escaped to the bathroom and sobbed until my eyes were bloodshot.”

Issue 44 - 2023 Prize Winner
Your Cane

by Sabah Parsa.
“I still remember the sound of the rubber thumping rhythmically against the carpet as you walked, slow and steady. Whenever I heard it, I knew it was you.”

Claiming Missing Inheritance

by Jack Lancaster.
“At the Whitney Museum, David Wojnarowicz’s portrait of his friend Peter Hujar claims its own wall. Ten feet back, I twist from parallel to perpendicular, unexpectedly lingering instead of walking by.”

Issue 44 - 2023 Prize Winner
Lost Vessels

by Jehanne Dubrow.
“Memory is not kintsugi, the Japanese art of repairing damaged ceramics with a mixture of lacquer and powdered gold. There are ugly seams. There is no glittering dust poured into the fractures between sentences.”