Nonfiction

Issue 46 - 2024 Prize Winners
Anticipatory Grief

by Misty Kiwak Jacobs.
“After Father Marcel died, he came to me in a dream and said, “I liked you very much.” Not the Great Commandment that he kept, his job description. Gloriously less…Those words his imprimatur on my grief.”

Issue 29 The Ramifications of War
Obligation

by Leopold Szor.
“No wonder that now, on the streets of Lvov, one could see smiles on the faces looking out the windows. Theirs was a joy of expectation. The hour of revenge was coming! The Jews of Lvov already knew what had been going on in German-occupied Warsaw, Lodz, and Krakow. But, so far, for almost a week, only ominous silence ruled the deserted streets in Lvov.”

Issue 45 - Taking Care
If You Scared, Say You Scared

by Sheree L. Greer.
“Every time I think I learn something about myself, about my body and how to best treat it or love it, my body tells me that control is a lie.”

Issue 21 10th Anniversary
Radon Gas and the Believers

by Andrew C. Gottlieb.
“But its impossible to go very far without seeing a sudden dark opening, the sloping, rotting framing of an abandoned mine entrance, or the colorful, dangerous scree sloping downhill: the remnant tailings from the ore processing that once happened here, spilling from a now filled-in shaft that one hundred years ago would have been busy with miners like so many ants at an anthill.”

Issue 44 - 2023 Prize Winner
Vital Signs

by Rachel Mann.
“One thing you will feel, as fiercely as the contractions squeezing you now like a juicer, is that it will always be a different kind of loss for him.”

Issue 16 2009 Prize Winners
Presence of Another

by Amanda Leskovac.
“The nurses in the ICU had said I was going to rehabilitation, but since I’ve only heard rehab synonymous with addicts, I have no idea what to expect. The huge collar around my neck prevents me from seeing much beyond the EMT, so I’ve got nowhere else to focus my fear. I try again.”

By the Neck

by Laura Johnsrude.
“Suddenly, the baby’s head was in my hands and I saw the umbilical cord wrapped around the baby’s neck—the neck, oh my, with all those critical bits of anatomy. I held that big slippery baby head in my left hand and slid a couple of fingers under the purple rope and lifted it loose and then the infant slipped out of the mother, into my arms. Finally, the baby could breathe. I could breathe.”

Issue 43
Mental Health Days

by Sakena Jwan Washington.
“With practiced pain, I delivered an Oscar-worthy performance of smiles and congratulations, and then escaped to the bathroom and sobbed until my eyes were bloodshot.”

Issue 44 - 2023 Prize Winner
Your Cane

by Sabah Parsa.
“I still remember the sound of the rubber thumping rhythmically against the carpet as you walked, slow and steady. Whenever I heard it, I knew it was you.”